Title: Untitled Post by: Leanne Martin on December 15, 2009, 11:48:25 am Two weeks passed by and it’s getting cold… I wished my wounds would just heal but it seems they’re here to stay Without you I’m nothing even less… Loosing you was like loosing myself Oh how I hate myself for all the things I said to you But now it’s too late to feel regret if I could just kill those words But even if it wouldn’t change a bit No one can cure the pain that I’m feeling It’s getting cold in my heart, in my soul My life is to unstable to go on Will I ever be released? Will I ever be forgiven? All those sins I made and all those things I didn’t done There’s so much more I wanted to give to the ones who loved me… To you I am lost in life but you are dead I’m still here but you have gone I just want to hold you one more time Give you a soft kiss like I always did God! Damn! Why are we born? When we must die? Are we living a lie? All those memories I don’t know why, but I don’t want them they’re killing me But why? Didn’t I liked you? Didn’t I loved you? I'm freezing... Shall I just end it? End my life and stop this cycle of death? I would… For you I would do everything even if it means to stop living… |