Ily's self-therapy stuff

[Leanne Martin]

All alone when all is well; not a worry in the world
Not a heaven or a hell; when you world is but a pearl
Drifting in the endless sea; living ignorance was bliss
Your only purpose was to be; until the day it met a fish

"What a sad pathetic life, my parasite… my parasite.
I can help you live it right and see the seas in the moonlight…"
So the fish taught parasite to swim; and parasite was amazed
By the sea and sights within; such a wonderful place

All alone when all was well; not a worry in the world
Neither heaven nor a hell; back when life was but a pearl
But now you've seen the massive sea; and now your old life seems absurd
You said the fish was what you need; until the day you met a bird

"What a sad pathetic life. My parasite, my parasite.
I can help you live it right; through the gift of flight."
So the bird taught parasite to soar; and parasite was amazed
From the plains to grassy shores; the world's a wonderful place

All alone when all was well; not a worry in the world
Not a heaven nor a hell; back when life was but a pearl
But now you've flown across the world; it's all so beautiful and cool
And now your old life seems absurd; until the day you met a wolf

"What a sad pathetic life. My parasite, my parasite.
Without your friends to make it right; without a wolf pack to spend the night."
And so the wolf howled to the sky; and its pack came around the bend and
The parasite, it realized; the true meaning of friends

All alone when all was well; not a worry in the world
Neither heaven nor a hell; back when life was but a pearl
But now the parasite had heard; the strength of friendship in the world
And now its old life seemed absurd; then it met a girl

"What a sad and lonely life my lovely little parasite
With no one there to make things right; no one there to hold you tight"
She was carefree, full of life; and she lived life to the highest high
She fit like a leather glove; and suddenly the parasite fell in love

Love, love, love, love, love, love
But with love always comes down; and with time always comes truth
And just like haunting deadly clouds; the parasite had bust that through
Just how long is this forever; why is she so hard to find
I thought she told me friends forever, but she's leaving me behind

I'm not alone but I'm not well; with every way is in the world
I thought she told me friends forever; but she's leaving me behind
With heaven hurled into hell; I cannot go back to my pearl
Just how long is this forever; why is she so hard to find

Because the bird, the wolf and fish; when the girl had a hallow heart
I thought she told me friends forever; but she's leaving me behind
Let me have my one true wish; the innocence I used to know
Just how long is this forever; why is she so hard to find

And now they've left me all alone; and now they've left me all alone
I thought she told me friends forever; but she's leaving me behind
And now they've left me all alone; and now they've left me all alone
What a sad pathetic life.

My parasite, my parasite.
I can help you make it right; I can help you see the light
The innocence I used to love; the innocence I used to love
The innocence I used to love

Now that was the start of a hardening heart
And that was the sound of a mouse leaving the ground
But some little sound like a sudden attack
And the parasite knew that things would never be the same

You see you taught me to swim, taught me to fly
You taught me to love, you taught me to cry
But beyond and above I cannot deny
That I'm a parasite

Yeah that'll never change
A lowly parasite
Forever ugly and strange
A lowly parasite

And so the parasite swam to the depths of the sea
I want that punk ass fish who first messed with me
See you taught me to swim but then you left me to sink
I think it's time to pay the piper, don't you think?

So it infected the fish with a dangerous sickness
A parasitic disease put the fucker at ease

And then the parasite flew to the tallest of trees
And found it's feathered former friend the bird admiring the breeze
I was taught how to fly, I was left high and dry
Such a dirty, dirty birdy with a dirtier lie

So it infected the bird without another word
And it's deadly disease brought the bird to its knees

Next the parasite backtracked, the boys in the wolf pack
The parasite couldn't help perpetual laugh
You taught me of friendship, and you left me alone
I was stupid to trust you, I should have known

So it infected the wolf pack, streaming the fast track-
The deadly disease, now they're catching some Z's

Only one more to go, it was rainy and cold
When the parasite found her, guilt was taking its toll
Looking haggard and old, looking drearily bold
Like a rainbow looking for its gold

She said I know why you're here dear, my future is clear
I'm tired of fear and all the image of your tears
You've come to infect me,
You've come for revenge I've hurt and betrayed you, and it's time to avenge-

The death of your heart with the death of my own
What I did to you parasite was ugly and wrong

See...

I know your intentions
No fear in my eyes
Start the infection I'm not scared to die 

Not so quick to ablige, the parasite was surprised
That the one it came to vanquish really wanted to die
With a tear in its eye, trying hard to deny
That the one it came to vanquish really wanted to die

And now 'Hey Joe' by Jimi Hendrix was clouding its mind
Start the infection I'm not scared to die
She said...
DIE!

...What have I done?...
...I've hurt everyone...
...This feeling I've built...
...Could it be what they call guilt?...
...This world I will miss...

...To friends that I cherished...
...My world for a kiss...
...The word on my lips...
...A-pop-to-sis...

[Leanne Martin]

How could I ever thank you enough?
You stood by me, when times were real rough.
Comfort I felt, I truly did need,
I appreciate, your very kind deed.

How could I ever thank you enough,
You listened to me, I talked about stuff.
From your heart, you gave me advice,
Important to me, beyond any price.

How could I ever thank you enough?
You molded me, now I am tough.
Hope to make you very proud,
Just want to thank you sincerely and loud.