Two weeks passed by
and it’s getting cold…
I wished my wounds would just heal
but it seems they’re here to stay
Without you I’m nothing
even less…
Loosing you was like
loosing myself
Oh how I hate myself
for all the things I said to you
But now it’s too late to feel regret
if I could just kill those words
But even if
it wouldn’t change a bit
No one can cure the pain
that I’m feeling
It’s getting cold
in my heart, in my soul
My life is to unstable
to go on
Will I ever be released?
Will I ever be forgiven?
All those sins I made
and all those things I didn’t done
There’s so much more
I wanted to give
to the ones who loved me…
To you
I am lost in life
but you are dead
I’m still here
but you have gone
I just want to hold you
one more time
Give you a soft kiss
like I always did
God! Damn!
Why are we born?
When we must die?
Are we living a lie?
All those memories
I don’t know why, but
I don’t want them
they’re killing me
But why?
Didn’t I liked you?
Didn’t I loved you?
I'm freezing...
Shall I just end it?
End my life and stop
this cycle of death?
I would…
For you I would do
everything
even if it means to stop
living…
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