Never

[Leanne Martin]

I wish I could just forget you
I'd like just to ignore you
I am sure, eventually some day
it will happen just over night
Until then a long time will past
Until then I have to be patient
I will try not to look at you
because my glares betray me

But I know, that there never will be anything
because there has never been anything

Maybe it's because I was so often alone
when I was little?
Or was it because my father was cruel?
No, this shall be no self-defending
I just wish to know, why it is so
that I am walking on clouds, when I see you
My head is jwd and it hurts
that you don't know how it looks inside me
I lay my heart at your feet
what use has it for me now?
Please don't break it
it suffered already enough

But I know, that there never will be anything
because there has never been anything

You say you don't want anything from me
I still dreaming of you
what I don't have, I can not lose
You say it has no sense
when we start something
Too late, because it already happend!

The time passes slowly, no day ends
when I'm not thinking of you
with every heartbeat
No day passes, nor an hour
I think now of you, now in this second!
And always and ever, by day and by night
What is wrong with me,
what have you done to me?!

But I know, that there never will be anything
because there has never been anything